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Transforming Transitions of Transient Travels Thru Solitary Sediments of Existence Eventually Emerging Blissfully Content, Free and Smiling. BE JEALOUS.

I think I just hit a record for title length!

I just closed my eyes, typed, and deleted…
which gave me two “déjà vu” moments.


I’m listening to Jewel’s “Foolish Games” right now.
I’ve included the video below. I forgot about her wonky tooth.
I love it. I hope she never decides to “fix” it to conform to the “norm’s” view
of perfection.
I find it perfectly, precious.

When I was younger, it was one of the songs I used to zone out to on the piano;
from early morning 4am-ish to sunrise.
The first set of notes slides me into the music and out of “existence.”

Melodically mind-numbing, but welcomingly so.
I stopped what I was doing just now so I could ride fully with the notes as the song began again.
Man. I can’t help but smile.
“Take me” my mind says and off I go.

I have a slight headache from a little too much wine and port last night
however, with this song piping through my earphones…
my braincells are doing a graceful dance number inside of my skull
with moments of opened-armed, running towards the front of the “stage” glee
releasing me of the punishing tension and agony from the
“offensive” and demonic reactions of evil grape distillates.

I think I’ve realized WHY I love plugging in (earphones).
It’s me, blocking out the world.
Blocking out the noise of influence.
Of outside voices which wish to seep into my head and take it over.

Blocking out the world, gives me my mind back.
Gives me my peace to settle my thoughts, monitor my movements and THINK.

THINK, for myself.
Not as the “world” wishes to program it.

The world most of us live in today, is too consumed.
Consumed by useless distractions, routines and “responsibilities.”
Fruitless desires to achieve!
To control.
To gain POWER
and to then, what?
What is it that you gain, when at the end of the day…

you’re always dreaming of your “vacations?”

What about, just being?
Or living?

 When did we go from necessity being life
to life’s obsession with luxury?

Throughout my 32 years on this planet, I’ve taken breaks from the world.
I used to think they were deep depressions…which in a way, they were…
because I was just not happy with the world around me so I left it

to be on my own.
To think, to create, to “protect” myself from what it’s become?
I have managed to position myself with a lifestyle that allows me to
escape the world, when I wish.

I mold my life into what I wish it to be.
And, if I can’t in that EXACT moment, I’ll find a way to get myself there.
I don’t follow “what should bes”
I follow, “what Cara bes.”

So many people think they’ve got the “Path to Success”
all mapped out.
(And aren’t SHY about SHOVING that JOYFUL “know it all” knowledge down your throat.)
I really don’t think there is such a path, well, not society’s definition of it.
(Which starts as a failure in itself just as is.)
Life’s too unpredictable for that…so I just do as I do, and embrace whatever comes of it.

 A prime example. I had a friend who was JUST about to graduate from University as
a brain surgeon…however, before her big day, she discovered she had brain cancer
and died shortly after her diagnosis.

I’ve seen the way my aunt used to study and pin her nose into a book while I was growing up.
I’d hate to have put all that effort and sacrifice into something, just to get jipped at the end.
However, if it’s something you enjoy and are passionate about, that’s different.

Wow. How appealing???

For the most part, I’ve always done, anything I’ve wanted to
and am grateful I wasn’t born into a shackled life.
I’m not sure there’s much I’ve wanted to do and haven’t done.

There’s #1 place in a superbike race, but I’ve given myself until 35.
Need to get my ass back on the tracks soon. Time’s running out.

Stay tuned, it’ll happen.
I give myself between 1st-3rd place. Podium-level.
Ain’t about to make things TOO stressful for myself!
(Especially since I’m not “supporting” lost causes anymore)

THIS TIME, for real, I’m putting myself FIRST.
(Excluding my parents)
No more charity cases. Indy, you better help me stay strong on this one.
I’m counting on you baby!!!
My life’s filled with helping others get to where they want to be, while placing my dreams
on the back burner. I’m hoping I can finally put a stop to that silly little habit.

I won’t mind going back to it, but I’d finally like to make this one dream a reality as it’s
been one of the only unfulfilled constants in my life.
2012 baby. The Year of MY Dragon…as I like to say.

In closing, if yer stressing, if you feel my life an inspiration and don’t think
YOU can be where I am…

 Sit down, without distractions and think about the things that control you…
that you are enslaved to
and start to break free from them.

In one, broken down, “do-you-speak-English” word: SIMMM…PLIIIII…FY!!!!!!!!

These past few weeks I’ve taken a step back, shook the glitter off my distractions
and have returned, refreshed, focused and lighter
and ready to create new footsteps into a revised unknown.

Spring cleaning baby!

(Apparently, a part of this new “transformation” and “awakening” of mine, I have now
begun to speak via pictures.)

Carafuscious say………………

Have a BEAUTIFUL humpday ALL!!!!!!!!


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2012 – MOTOGP VIP VILLAGE, Who’s in?!?! ASSEN, Netherlands. Not ASSTOMOUTH. :P

Let’s fuckin’ do this.
I wanna buy tickets, like, YESTERDAY. So please…anyone IN, let me know!!!!!!
Link to brochure at bottom of entry.


I just CREAMED my pants…CUM check out some of life’s Treasures. You know you wanna.

And it wasn’t for a motorbike…OR vibrator.
However, if this has enough “shake” to it…I’d slap my legs around it and take it for a spin.
My buddy Lamar posted this on Facebook.

This is like the (I’d say the 2010 Agusta MV 1000 F4) but I think most of you would understand…
of boat engines. Holy shit. Problem is, if I ever had these puppies on the back of a boat
in the Bahamas? It’d cause such a stir, they’d be gone once my back was turned.

I’d need to build one of those boat garages…WITH Tungsten 1 foot deep thick doors and strategically
place mines around the entrance and surrounding area.
Even then, I wouldn’t feel my babies were safe.

So I guess, the good news…is my fear is going to save me $70,000 a pop.

If you want more info…

But IF…just IF I were to get these beautiful engines…
We’d have to join the forces.

The red two-wheeled slice of heaven.

The Red Hello Kitty Ferrari.

All of my sweetest’n’sexiest friends in their FINEST red bikinis…
Or not. Free will. Clothing optional…however, maybe AT LEAST a red scrunchie to keep with
the theme. I’d appreciate it. Thanks.

This one. (below) is mine. Don’t make me throw you off the boat, in VERY deep water
VERY, VERY far from any piece of land mass available.

I can’t forget my Indy.
Need something for HER to play with as well.
Bald and speedo. This is the best I could do honey, sorry!

Nah man. Those weren’t good enough for you.


Photoshopped for your fantasizing pleasure.

Photoshop makes life just THAT much more entertaining…doesn’t it?

Diana. I dunno man. Your guy, is followin’ me! Where do you see “red speedo” anywhere here?

So, who’s in???


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Yes, Cara Chan, is drinking up the HATER-ADE!

The Chanderlust has finally fallen to the darkside
but owning up to it.

Shelina Moreda

I ain’t gonna lie, girl’s pretty cute.

Randomly came across this vid of her showcasing the new
CRP Electric race bike.

I have to admit, I got a few seconds worth of jealousy in there!

I wouldn’t go as far to say that I wish I was her…
but it does bring me back to the moments in my past where I chose something else
over racing.

My days on the track will come again.
I know it.
It’s too much in my blood not to.
Just gotta be patient and let life do its thing.

I plan on being on the track at least ONCE this year…
(Aiming for Phillip Island, Australia)
then, if all goes well
hitting it hard in 2013.

There’s just to much too do, too many to help, too little time,

and only one me.

 I do my best at trying to do it all, but if you saw what my ALL was…
you’d allow me a little leeway when it comes to the failure of hitting 100% on my to be done list.


Top Speed: 136mph
0 to 60 in 3.2 secs

Bike’s not on the market yet for purchase but can be rented for racing purposes.

Price starts at $7200 per standard three-day race.
I was just thinking the other day how it’d be cool to get away from the
evil gods of the oil industry.
Glad to see it may not be only a fairy tale.



Now…THAT’S what I call ART!

Clip from the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
and the bike that inspired this entry.

Those tires excite me to the point of ovulation.
Nice, rugged and chunky.
Bike, overall…two thumbs up!

I never really paid any mind to these kinda bikes (apparently, cafe racers? Please correct me if I’m wrong)
…but it looks like a fun, zippy
light ride.

Yes please!

I know, I know.
You just creamed yourself. It’s understandable.

THIS, out of ALL on this page…is something I’d DEFINITELY like to add to the collection.
It’s so sexy, it hurts. Seriously. I wanna rip outta my skin and turn into cyberwaves just so I can merge with this sucker staring at me behind the glass screen of my laptop.
Come to momma baby.
Let me wax you down and rub you GOOD!

Hell. Who’s kidding? I want them all!!!

My friend John’s Bultacco.
Just recently added this addition to his house.
Gotta appreciate one who mounts a motorbike on his wall.
I don’t know what the count is now…but the man had about 100 bikes when I saw him last in California.
Me? Envious?!!?!?!?
Not a cheap collection either. Got a buncha Ducs (Ducatis) too.


Race Around the World

The Clipper Race.
40,000 miles and 10 months.

Can you imagine?


Do you SEE the size of those things?
I’m not sure I’d last 24 hours!!!!

Grand Bahama Island is 96 miles long and 17 miles wide
and I struggle to stay HERE for more than 3 months.

To each their own I guess.

The boats LOOK pretty.
But yeah, I rather bounce around in the air or DRY LAND!

Map of races.

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Posted by on February 17, 2012 in Boating, Racing, Sports


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Are YOU Ready to Just CREAM Your Pants??????

My friend Rick showed me this through his friend Chucky.
(Who will soon be one of my next best friends, he just doesn’t know it yet.)


I always said I’d NEVER race Isle of Man, cuz that’s just ASKING to be pieced back together and put into a box.
However, to RIDE it looks devine.

So, AFTER my Phillip Island excursion…
(Below. YUM, no?)

Upwards and onwards to Isle of Man!
Who’s coming with me???
(Who’d a thought I’d be THIS excited to go to a place literally named ISLAND OF MAN!?!??!)

And yes, they’re coming too…but I only share if I REALLY like you.

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Posted by on December 13, 2011 in Happiness, Motorcycles, Racing, Travel


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