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What’s your WHORE status?

What are your priorities in life?
What do you do with your days, weeks, months?
At the end of the year do you look back and find fulfillment in what you’ve accomplished?

Does it even matter to you, if you make a positive impact on the world around you?
Just curious.

Back to whores….


So many people, women especially, like to quickly judge prostitutes.
When in the overall spectrum…

WE ARE ALL WHORES in some way.
(and the sad reality is most street prostitutes aren’t doing it by choice)
Or, have been.

Too busy pointing the finger out and ignoring the 3 slappin’ you right in the face.
I’m the first proponent for WOMEN embracing their POWER.
(The “jewel” they have between their legs)

For me, my attitude has always been:
“This, is priceless. You gotta EARN your way down between these puppies.”

I’m far from a 10. I’m NOT a supermodel
but I’ve always had self-respect in that aspect of my life.
It tiz I who have the prize buddy!

Some girls/women don’t utilize their power and just let guys through
the “Pearly Gates” so easily and regret it in the end…
If a guy is truly into you and respects you, he will wait.
HE MUST wait, unless you wish to categorize yourself
mainly as a piece of meat.
Which is fine too, if that’s what you want.
(Guys just LOVE me. **yes, sarcasm** Well, guys actually do, it’s the lazy, dirty bag scums who
hate me for making their lives more difficult by empowering women around me.)
Cara loves you.

I know a lot of high end “girlfriend” type women.
(Comes with the territory of having very rich businessmen as friends)
If you can do it, GO. Might as well get something outta the suckers.
Essentially, all it is, is a transaction.
The majority of people in life, do things, for something in return.
People need to know, “What’s in it, for me?”


Some people do it for a nice meal and night out.
Others, for jewels.
Some to get high.
Some to get by…
A lot of the ones who are blinded by their own whoring…do it in the form of marriage.

The high horse mega million dollar wives who think the 40 year old age
difference between her and her man, doesn’t SCREAM
“Gold digger.”

But whatever man. It’s all a trade and if you can live with it, who am I to judge?
Just watch how quickly you judge others, cuz you may just be pickin’ apart
pieces of you.

Even a job you do, that you don’t wanna be doing…
is essentially whoring yourself out without spreading your legs.
Because, in the end, it’s all a means to MONEY.

Anything you do, that goes against the grains of your natural desires
for the end result of money


YOU are a WHORE.


Great revelation, no?
C’mon. Bend over and take it with a smile.

You know you wanna.

And if you don’t, I’ll pay.

Cuz everyone has a price. Right?

Doesn’t she look sweet here?
Sasha Grey.
(pics in this entry)

I didn’t know this, as I thought she was just another actress…
but thanks to the quick’n’swift knowledge base of Mr Rick V…
I’ve discovered she’s a porn star.

Porn star who’s turned to mainstream acting, modeling and music.
I wish you the BEST of luck sweetheart!!!!
(From the movie The Girlfriend Experiment that I spoke about an entry ago.)
I liked it, give it a watch.

I actually felt like I was watching my friend Diana in the movie…
NO, Diana’s not one of my high-end girlfriend type friends
they just have a similar look I guess.
However, Sasha smiles in her pictures.

I’m not scared of Sasha.

Even though they can both look kinda wicked.


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(GFE) Girlfriend Experience – ‎”If it flies, floats or fucks…it’s cheaper to rent.”

Sometimes after I have sex, I wish, I dunno like, you know I hadn’t done it.
I hate it when it’s over. It’s like, is that it?
The chase is the best part. That’s where all the excitement is.
You know, it’s, it’s…it’s a turn on that somewhere there’s a girl,
standing on a corner and she’s waiting to have sex with me.

You can approach these perfect 10s and you know you are going to get somewhere.
I can have plenty of good sex with tons of decent looking women, but what I can not get is that kick ass
super tight body 19 year old man, I would DEFINITELY pay for that.

Well, we all wish we drove a Porsche, but realistically all we are ever gonna own is a Honda
so we are lucky that we can always rent one for a couple of hours.

** Priorities. Guess I should be “lucky” that I’m not ugly, gross and pathetic
and can have my “Porsches” (I’ve actually had a 911, don’t know what all the hooplah’s about)
and “drive” em too? **

I guess for me, I think of it as…”If you put ALL that energy you use (waste) into trying to get laid…
into something of actual substance, can you imagine all the awesomeness you can generate?
Instead of just shootin’ a load…?”

Therein lies my frustration.

GFE – Girlfriend Experience (2008)
Love is more expensive than sex.

Stumbled upon this by accident while lookin’ up the original stream for the above movie.
The Girlfriend Experience (2009)

Yes, different movie.
A drama set in the days leading up to the 2008 Presidential election,
and centered on a high-end Manhattan call girl meeting the challenges of her boyfriend,
her clients, and her work.


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Goldman Sachs – Investing in the Sale of Prostitutes, Sex Slaves & Underage Children

Goldman Sachs owns 16% of Village Voice Media.
Village Voice Media owns

Backpage is the leader in ad space for prostitution.
(It replaced former lead, Craigslist)

Not only until it was uncovered, 2 years prior to March 30, 2012
did Goldman Sachs report:
“it had just signed an agreement to sell its stake to management.”

Interesting that GS was exposed in 2010
the same year that Goldman managing director, Scott L. Lebovitz (who sat on the Village Voice Media board for many years) stepped down.


Online websites that advertise escort services and their publication counterparts
are making hundreds of millions of dollars a year advertising illegal services.
These services make it easier for pimps and traffickers to promote their “products.”
If they ARE to profit as the ‘middlemen” they should be taxed upon to help fund services
in which to fight/protect victims of sexual slavery/trafficking.


However, it’s also evident that Backpage plays a major role in the sex trafficking of minors. Kristof cited “a recent case in New York City where prosecutors claimed that a 15-year-old girl was drugged, tied up, raped and sold to johns through Backpage and other sites.”


I know it’s entertaining seeing the pics in the back, or advertisements online.
Or even collecting “playing card” like advertisements for escorts in Vegas.
But, if you knew the damaged lives each of these advertisements bring…
maybe you’ll start taking it more seriously.
Whoever wants to sell their body, go right ahead.
But there are countless others who are forced into it.
We should not allow/support something where the few are free
and the majority are suffering/enslaved.

Kick ’em in their “Goldman Sachs”
not suck ’em.

Please share if you believe there needs to be a change.


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Prostitution, Religion and YOU – Combat your ignorance, evolve & BETTER the world around you.

Unlike what people LOVE to spit out…
prostitution is NOT the oldest profession.

I find it highly ignorant and sheepish to hear this response during discussions of sexual slavery
and forced prostitution.
Like, because it existed A LONG time ago, it should be somewhat accepted?

And also, if these individuals would actually use their BRAINS for once in their simple lives
they’d figure out, that you can’t have a supply without a demand.
Were they whoring themselves out for free?

No, obviously someone ELSE started working and earning some form of payment for this
so-called OLDEST profession.

It is not thee, but yes, it is ONE.
(Sumerian records in 2400 B.C.)

600s B.C. (7th Century B.C.) Legal brothels were set up in China by the stateman-philosopher Kuang Chung as a means for increasing the state’s income.
(Not much different than today’s reason. Glad to see, how far we’ve evolved in our management of commodities,
oh, I mean humans – mainly women)

 Late 500s
“A decree of Recared, Catholic king of the Visigoths of Spain (596-601) absolutely prohibited prostitution. Girls and women born of free parents convicted of either practising prostitution, or inducing debauchery, were condemned for the first offence to be flogged (300 strokes) and to be ignominously expelled from the town.”

A woman enters into prostitution (talking about her own free will) usually out of desperation, or as a means to get through the moment and out of certain situations to hopefully gain a better life for her and (usually present)
her children.

I don’t believe in punishing the prostitutes.
It’s like lashing punishment on someone who’s already damned.
History and present day ALWAYS punish the women while the men, equally associated, most times walk off with
a slap on the wrist.

Why expect anything more from a world where men are constantly on the role of suppressing women?
The majority of men, whether they wish to admit it or not…
want their women as rag dolls. POSSESSIONS. Items “belonging” to them
who they can order around, who can SERVE them and who are accessible whenever their whims
desire, to please them.

It’s the average. The majority. The typical space within humans, men and women, where you find “evil.”
“Ignorance” and “mindless sheeple.”

A great way to analyze, what’s wrong, is to see how many people are behind it.
The greatest acts of humanity, of selflessness, don’t crowd.

REAL issues are always masked and hardly ever placed on “HIGH alert” and importance.
However, things that “sound” good, that have “sparkle” or is “preached” by a celebrity
are all jumped on without personal research.

How does one fully invest themselves into something without picking it apart from its beginning to end first?

Back to prostitution, if the world would stop fucking fighting and squash their ego trips, races for power
and insatiable GREED we wouldn’t have hunger or desperation because we’d work together as
a whole for the greater good. But, yeah. I know. FAT FUCKING CHANCE.
Which is sad, don’t you think?

If we looked out for one another, people wouldn’t have to turn to desperate measures to “survive.”

I agree with this:

2002-MAY: Nigeria: A man, Sarimu Mohammed, 50, was sentenced to be stoned to death by a court in Jigawa for raping a nine-year-old girl.

I don’t agree with these:

1996-MAR: Afghanistan: Some strict interpretations of Islamic law calls for the death penalty for any woman found in the company of a man other than a close family member. Sexual activity is assumed to have happened. A woman, Jamila, was found guilty of trying to leave the country with such a man. She was caught and stoned to death on 1996-MAR-28

1996-NOV: Afghanistan: Under the previous, Taliban, regime, a woman, Nurbibi, 40, and a man Turylai, 38, were stoned to death in a public assembly using palm-sized stones. They were found guilty of non-marital sex.

However, I DO respect their adherence to their scriptures.
As with most religions, hypocrites are rampant. However, if one enforces the laws of their religion
and also LIVES by their religion 100%.
They have my respect, no matter how disturbing because they are living and acting upon their beliefs.

I’m a FULL supporter of all the way or no way.
You can’t put yourself in 30%-50%-99%
and LASH out your HATE against things you PICK apart in the Bible, etc
and run with while YOU yourself are the worst of sinners, etc.

This is for my Christian Nation Bahamian Haters and others who show such repugnance and venom
towards gays who are usually the most LOVING people you’ll ever meet
because similar to those also oppressed and feeling the sour pangs of

they usually possess open hearts and open minds.

A GREAT person accepts all humans as one, no one above or below, with their own individualities
that aren’t boxed in merely by skin color, sexual orientation or gender.

Really, HOW IGNORANT ARE YOU?!!?!?!?

Exodus 20:14 “You shall not commit adultery.”

Deuteronomy 22:22 “If a man is found sleeping with another man’s wife, both the man who slept with her and the woman must die.

Leviticus 20:10 “If a man commits adultery with another man’s wife–with the wife of his neighbor–both the adulterer and the adulteress must be put to death.

So, according to this BIBLE you so like to PULL out and use in your FIGHT WITH the God your wish to “honor”
what say you now? How many of my Bahamian “brethren” with yer “proud” culture of “sweetheartin”
need to be lined up and PUT to DEATH?

How many of you Christian mothers wish to follow the scriptures along with the government and watch your
child be killed because they can’t control their hormones and sexual desires?

STOP hating.
STOP judging.
STOP placing yourself on this HIGH horse of playing “God” through a damn BOOK!

The world and its ills is so simple yet you choose to complicate it with your beliefs and religions.

In other news: Like, OMG! I just discovered the “Kitchen Sink” button on WordPress!!!!
I’ve had a go back option and document editing capabilities!?!?!? ALL THIS TIME?!?!?!!? AAAACK!

Anyone else wish to share what other amazing things I may be missing in my blogging experience?

Thanks for your time.

Love Cara.

This entry took about 2 hours. Some, take longer than that. I still have the one I spoke about a few
entries before. But, it’s a BIGGY…I was actually in the middle of doing it
when my mind spun off to this.

Maybe I’ll never get it done and have it spun off in sections instead. Only time will tell.
Whatever flows, is what will be delivered.

Here’s the song I’ve been listening to on loop.
((I need to put a constant in my head so my mind stays as focused as it’s gonna get.))




Occupy what?

What’s this camping in the city thing again?
(I prefer just the sex, but who’s asking me?)

I thought the memo just didn’t reach the Netherlands yet…

with a quick little tap of the keys and a search in Google…
I discover things are still “alive and well.”

Chant of protesters in NYC yesterday:
** “Hey-hey, ho-ho, Ray Kelly has got to go,” steadily morphed into “Hey-hey, ho-ho, every cop has got to go”. “Fuck the police” was also a popular refrain. **

I have a soft spot for NYC cops. Dunno. It’s just my town and I love the uniforms.

I’m not a fan of cops…especially Florida Highway Patrol piggies…
(and mainly because I have a problem with authority figures on the whole)
but, I’d wanna pepper spray and smack around some of these nuisances myself, if I were in their shoes.
How are these people eating and sustaining themselves every day?
Are they getting unemployment instead of looking for/creating work?
In addition to gobbling up massive amounts of tax payer dollars and draining precious police resources for their child-like hippy antics…what are they accomplishing?

Help me out here…maybe I’m not seeing the “bright light” of purpose and resulting accomplishments.

Quick fact:
For many cops, this street “duty” is attractive because of the extra pay. The city announced last week that, in these harsh economic times, it spent $17 million dollars in police overtime to protect Wall Street from what it sees as a subversive mob.

In other news…
my friend Diana said she liked Vanilla tea and that it was the only tea that doesn’t go bitter after time.
Or some shit like that, all I knew is that I wanted to try it.
Went to the supermarket…
bought up mounds of tea…
yet forgot the Vanilla.
(LOL – Purpose of trip: Strawberry and Vanilla)
However, in my defense, there WAS no vanilla as if I saw it, I would have remembered.

Everyday I’m in Europe and not being able to get exactly what I want…
I begin to miss the land of plenty and EVERYTHING.
Oh America.
I shall return baby.


(FYI – Mango tea SUCKS ASS! More ass than Mango. Only thing Mango about this tea is the package)



My first Penthouse Magazine purchase, and the way it enlightened me.

(Bringin’ a little of the ole Crazy to 365)

Oct 23, 2010

Bought my VERY first Penthouse Magazine today.

Two of my friends, one a very close one, purchased the Penthouse brand about 6 years ago. Let’s just say, in MY BOOK, this UPPED their coolness factor by mountains. Ha ha Attended the 2008 Adult Entertainment Expo, in VEGAS, with them and a buncha friends. VIP, all the way, PENTHOUSE style! Crazy times.

Tera Wray (great kisser) ha ha She caught my attention. Awesome outfits and the COOLEST BOOTS!

Last pic was a VIP party at Tao. (Jenna Jameson, maybe you’ve heard of her)

Let’s get back to the actual magazine. Here’s what I’ve learned after my very first Penthouse Magazine read through:

1.      By page 4, under the heading “Three For All” I learn of a thoughtful girlfriend that decides to give her “girl on girl + guy” porn watching man, a “girl on girl + man” experience for his birthday. Awwww. L’amore.

2.      From the section “Full Frontal –Revealing Entertainment” I read about upcoming movies, new album releases, comic books, porn star memoirs and novels.

3.      Under “Servicing Your Needs – Life on the Top” I discover heaven on wheels, to me at least, that’s NOT a sportbike. The scrumptiously sexy Confederate P120 Fighter Combat. If someone wishes to grant me the $80,000 beauty, I won’t hate ya for it.

                 I’m also introduced to a variety of new electronics, incluing the new 3-d laptop by Toshiba. The  Satellite A665 priced at $1600.

4.      Next on the list of interesting reads, “Dick School” (excuse the suddenness of the “D” word, but we are speaking Penthouse here) which includes an article on and 6 tips from a former sex surrogate. Guys, here are your tips:

1.      STOP thinking about your penis

2.      DON’T obsess over your orgasm

3.      BREATHE

4.      WASH your ASS (Like, ewwwwwww)

5.      WASH your HANDS

6.      PRACTICE with condoms

7.      LIGHTEN UP!

For the explanations on each tip, I’m sorry, you’ll just have to run out there and grab November’s edition.

5.      After the cozy “Dick School” article, BAM! There it is. Like, THERE IT IS. Starting with Southern Comfort. No, not the drink. Briana Blair. Penthouse sure doesn’t leave much for the imagination!  I’m not sure what else there is to reveal, really. Only thing separating the images from a gynecological exam is a damn speculum!

6.      Then, just like flipping over the upper 500 sections (adult programming) of Direct TV to channel 600 (Sports Mix Channel) I’m greeted with “Mettle Testers” an article about the 10 most grueling

and rugged endurance races around the world. Following that article, is PG rated content like video game reviews and Morgan Freeman. (Which, by my opinion is a MAJOR BONER KILL!) Morgan Freeman? A big ass full page picture, of MORGAN FREEMAN. Really? I sense the workings of a SICK, very SICK, joke here.

7.      A few pages later, I’m greeted by the absolutely sensational Phoenix Marie. Stunning. A face and blue eyes that’ll just imprison your focus. Gorgeous gal and, might I add, looks EXTRAODINARY wet. Enjoy 9 full pages and a two-sided centerfold. She reminds me of an old friend of mine. Hmmmmmm. Wonder if she’s failed to mention a new career move? Her dream vacation spot is Italy (as she has Italian roots) Hey, I was planning on hitting Milan, what’s another plane ticket? Ha ha And she just went scuba diving, in the BAHAMAS, loved it and can’t wait to go back. Looks like I’mma have to get “IN TOUCH” with this little 5’9” lassie as I’m heading to the Bahamas Thursday.

8.      If you can manage to pull yourself away from November’s delicious Pet of the Month, you’ll read about a Japanese porn star/grad student, Anri Suzuki, who, after reading about Japan’s 1937 invasion of China, has offered to fuck, yes, fuck every Chinese student studying in Japan as reparation! Wow.

9.      Janessa Brazil’s (take a guess as to where she’s from, and I’m sure…that’s her real name and all) favorite fantasy is about hot sex between a secretary and her boss.

10.  Lastly, I’ve learnt where I’ll be in February. The New Orleans Penthouse Club Gold G-String Awards where a dozen or so of the nation’s top exotic dancers converge and compete. The whole idea just seems rather enlightening. No?

A favor, for anyone that may cross her path, I met her between 2004-2006, ALWAYS forgetting her name, **about 45 minutes of internet searching later** Jessica Drake! (I was looking under the wrong porn company. Happens, right?) Anyways, she – no information further – took my favorite white cotton laced butterfly g-string and, I would like to have it back. (Met her randomly one night in Florida)

Her name, and Kobe Tai were the first porn star names I ever came across. It started in 1997 when someone asked ME if I was Kobe Tai. Oh giggles. And I just remembered the Kobe Tai one because I came across it during my search for Jessica Drake. I’m tellin ya, I’m HORRIBLE with names.

After my 2008 SUBMERSION into the porn industry, my view has changed. I’m a lot more open-minded towards the whole industry, even though there’s still more darkness than light in it.

Ending off with Mary Carey, my Pine Crest School (boarding school days) Chemistry lab partner.

Like, really.

Thanks again for stopping by!!! Hope ya had fun. 🙂

 RIP Bob Guccione


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Engineering Humans to Save the Environment and Finding the Humane in Humanity

How far would YOU go to save the environment?
Me? I do my thing, here and there. If I don’t need a bag, shopping, I don’t take it.
If it’s paper, I always crack the joke: “Nah, save the trees.”
I try to utilize what I have and try not to go beyond what is needed.
But far from a saint.
It’s crazy to see, how much the average family accumulates in trash…

Especially, from my observation, families with boys.
Endless pits of activity and EATING
They’ve got singly packed prunes now…
have you seen that?

C’mon. Talk about waste.
Convenience is making the world FAT and is also destroying it.
But in the end, who cares? Right?
That’s tomorrow’s worries, not today’s.

Coming from the Bahamas, I’m exposed to how global demand
can damage ecosystems and rob oceans or their bounties.
If we were to live, solely on what our surroundings can provide…
we’d be one step ahead of the game.

But instead, we have our massive meat factories, over-fishing of oceans
and waste.

In order to make a significant impact on mending what we’ve destroyed
we’d need a world-wide, ALL TOGETHER NOW!!

And we AREN’T going to get it…
because, simply, people SUCK.

I’ve already “tested” ’em out.
Most people are too selfish, too ignorant, too blind, too corrupt…
too much of what we don’t need
and too little of what we do.

Let’s take this Kony movement.
Most people get this HIGH for thinking they are helping.
For being a part of something “good” and BIG.
My friend Ant and I write and share important issues all the time
yet…once something gets sensationalized and “Hollywood”

It takes off.
However, what are you really doing?
How are you helping?
Do you really think, the ailments of Africa will magically heal after the capture of Joseph Kony?

He’s “small fry.” Merely a puppet of the higher, evil of GREED fed by consumer demand.

If the “world” of this fleeting and substance-light “Let’s save it”
movement truly wanted to make an impact on the lives which are sucked under in chaos and suffering in this world…

they’d have to do a HELL of a lot more
than a simple “like” and “share” on Facebook.
However, beyond that, is where we unearth the TRUE nature of most of humanity.

Most people are only willing to give up that which does not
bring them discomfort. Natural, no?
The relationship between the desire to make a difference
and the effort and sacrifice it takes
is inversely proportional.

Desire decreases when one’s comfort level’s disturbed.

Liking, sharing and giving money to someone
is a small, quick act. Bravo to you…
but what else?

Yay. We can all recognize Kony and the elephant-donkey merge pic.

Now what?
How long will this “fad” last for?

And, what about all the other warlords and violent leaders?
Oh what? Huh? There’s just him?
Ahhhhh. Ok. Sorry, my bad. I didn’t know.
Yay! The bright future for Africa and its people is on its WAY!


Let me give you a small list of things you CAN
do, to eradicate the multiple harsh realities of those in Africa.

Stop buying these:

Who’s onboard? Ready to save the world!!!
Let’s go!!!!!!!!!!
(Yeah, I thought so.)
Hard to separate this “new” world we’ve created for ourselves
without damaging the less fortunate worlds we use(d) to get here.

A line, a damn line to get the latest and “greatest.”
Fucking pathetic.

 Camping out for an iPhone.
Nice to see where priorities lie in some.

And guess what?
I bet a nice percentage of these folks…with their latest and greatest in technology
are the same supporters of Occupy Wallstreet.
Crying over the “evil” 1% like spoiled brats not getting their way.

The lovely west. No wonder so many people hate and want to destroy it.
Would be nice, for some, to be able to stand in line…just to merely get something to eat
or freedom from slavery, rape, abuse and violence.

Where’s that line?

Conflict minerals.

Gold, coltan, tungsten, wolframite and cassiterite.
These commonly mined minerals are estimated to be worth

$30 trillion dollars.

Yay for Africa, right?
I mean, LOOK! Just look at the luxurious lifestyles of the citizens of this RICH nation!

Some of the beautiful faces of repetitive rape, torture and slavery.

And…a once beautiful face, unrecognizable.

Hard to look at, huh?
This is “life.”

These are the faces and lives, or lack there of (life that is), of your precious diamonds and minerals.


Doesn’t look so pretty/flashy now huh?

This is why kids that WHINE about video games, iPads, phones, useless material wants, etc etc etc
need a damn SLAP. Anyone for that matter who whine about shit they WANT
yet don’t NEED.

It’s fine to “enjoy” the finer things in life, if you can afford it.
But crying about material and useless luxuries
when people are out there shedding tears for the simple “luxury” of a decent life
without the option of even trying to create a better one…

I dunno.
to me, is just.



You’re so quick to see the “EVIL” in the top dawgs. The 1%.
How about the “evil” that lies in you?
The 1% just supplies.
If you stop the demand…

where would they be?

1% can’t support the 1%.
Ever thought about that?

 ((This wasn’t the “stay tuned” entry I was talking about yesterday. But, it just came. Flowed. Sprung forth from an article a friend sent me. I started reading it but then my mind went off on its own little “adventure.”)

I dare you…

The world can only begin to repair itself
after it finally realizes that it’s broken.

Open someone’s eyes, today.

Quickly touching on the “engineering humans to save the environment” part in bullet point because I just can’t be bothered to write out what I initially started off wanting to write about:

  • A stop eating meat pill
  • Genetically engineering humans to be smaller (Thereby consuming less)
  • Drugs to increase empathy and altruism (over the counter ecstasy??? 🙂 I’m up for that! Prescribe me please!)
  • Making human’s eyes more cat like so they’d need lighting. (decreasing energy demand) Yeah no, like really.

So what say you?
Ready to save the environment too?

You can read more on that here: