(July 2nd, 2005)
This pic reminded me of my Ferrari shirt. Just remembered you fucked it up! BITCH!
Still love you though.
You sweet, adorable PAIN IN MY ASS!
HA HA
The sun has risen again…and I am here to greet it.
Woke up at 6AM!
Couldn’t sleep.
Got my period…so, guess that was my body telling me “A Change is About to Occur”
My body’s good to me like that.
It used to catch me off guard…but now, it treats me with respect and lets me know its intentions.
Went through old pics last night.
Crazy.
We went on a wild journey with one another.
Spastic, sporatic, special and sane-less. lol
Two minds with only one focus…
Now, split, and heading off into the woods on their own fresh path…wherever it may lead.
No hand to hold…just Self…alone…as we were born.
As we were created.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
As we come in…we must go out.
What goes up…must come down…
But does it????
😛
Sparks from my mind to my fingers, tippin’ the keys.
Natural flow.
Here you go.
WISDOM…………RULERS…………..APPETITE……………REASON
Particles of connectivity…energy…power.
Powerful…powerless…
Less prowess…sell to prowl.
Smokey, smokey…drink it up
Come here baby…closer up
See the distance….
See the light…
Hold on baby…
Hold on tight
Rule the beings
Rule the sea
Love all creatures
And you’ll be free
Bring me heaven
Bring me hell
What’s the difference?
Can we tell?
Heated basements…
Cold wood floors
Locked out dungeons
Milky doors
Drift into the ocean
Drift into the sea
Get lost inside the music
And come float the world with me.
Can’t wait to hear your creations
The bolts of inventions from your mind
So I can consciously fall
And leave this world behind
Take me by the hand
And walk right by my side
Wrap your arms around me
And get on for the ride
Close your eyes and fly
Boundless beings rising high
Past the heavens…
Above the sky
Thru the levels
Thru the air
Ayre…
Ayfere
Aye-fair
Fair Air
Air up there
Adepting to clouds
Lucidly solid
Lucidly seen
Powerful night
Powerful beings
Heaven sent
Red, yellow and green
Emptiness in sorrow
Sadness that can’t be seen
No happiness left to borrow
Intimidating confidence
Soul crashing into a wreck
Infinite intelligence
Keeping my loose emotions in check
Digging holes in the sand
Buying clothes, neglecting the brand
Typing with my fingers
Moving my hands
Throwing away addictions
Tossing out the cans
Piping up the cream
Staying steady on the dream
Aynjahl
Ice cream
Extreme
Supreme
Sliding doors
Shifting shelves
Frosty shores
Foreign wars
Leaky people
Freaky pores
Whores
Abhors
The sores
But adores and deplores
And explores the outdoors
But ignores the underscores
In my head…
Head
Dead
Lead
Red
Red like my blood
Red like I bled
Holding on
Gripping to a thread
Heading towards a future
That I dread
Dread
Dread
Dreaded
Dread head
Dread locks
Clocks
Docks
Unlocks
With the mind
With the spirit
With the soul
Mole
Knoll
Reading the scrolls
Reading the whole
Just rolling with the punches
Just rolling with no control
Hard coal
Coals of heat
Drum rolls
Rolls drumming the beat
Life seems simple
Life seems sweet
Duck around the corner…
Trying to find a fast cheat
Cheat
Deceit
Defeat
Incomplete
Under the elite
Frozen in the retreat
Juices we secrete
People we meet
Holding back our SELVES
Attempting to be discrete
Nothing solid
Nothing concrete
Places to live
Living on the street
Living on the edge
Tipping off the ledge
Life’s about to be sledged
Sledge hammer
Sledge hammered
Enamored
Taken aback
Taken away
Soft like clay
You sway
You stray
You play
You pray
You’re prey
You’re preyed upon
Like demon spawn
Waking up in the day
Hailing the dawn
Night’s disappeared
Darkness is gone
Light up the abyss
Skip in the bliss
Pre-exiting
Pre-exists
Existing to reminisce
Past recollection
Recalling the past
Passing the history
History in the making
Making your destiny
Destiny owning your
Fantasy
Frequency
Fallacies
Reasoning incorrectly
Correctly unreasoning
Unknown reasons
Fallen seasons
** Just playing the game **
(When I wrote this, this song played and I noticed the beat goes real well with a few
lines above. Got the perfect speed. Try it. On the 17th sec
where the beat drops in…start “Smokey, smokey..drink it up”
I’ve been meaning to tweek it to totally work as a rap…
but
Life happened.
🙂
If it doesn’t make sense to you, doesn’t matter…cuz it made sense to us.