Went out last night with the intentions of getting ROYALLY fucked up.
It would have left me starting the day, backwards.
That is, whenever I actually gained consciousness and began my day.
But I didn’t.
Stayed the night at Indy’s instead.
Damn you Anthony, Nata and INDY!
But, damn you…in ways of a thank you.
Woke up at around 6ish? AM to the beautiful sounds of a young man’s voice.
Yes, I’ve taken cradle robber to an ENTIRELY new level.
He’s a trip.
A little firecracker of randomness and heart.
Such a sweetie.
The internet went down, so instead…
I just sat on the couch after the boys finished their breakfast and observed them.
Made me smile;
With their quirkiness and the odd ball things they’d do and come up with.
Here was the scene at the backseat of my SUV this morning.
I’ve always been a kid at heart.
Don’t know why I waste so much time around all these boring, stiff ADULTS!
It’s after 9AM.
I’m up 3 hours earlier than usual.
I think it’s this house.
(I’m back home)
It just sucks the life outta me.
I was gonna make Indy’s a more permanent living quarters
(at least that was the initial plan when coming back)
but, it seems I’m attracted to the darkness.
This house is like a strong magnetic force
that I can’t seem to detach from
even though I know it’s not good for me.
C’est la vie.
I’m waiting on my friend in Nassau to get back to me.
Most likely gonna hop the 7:15PM flight out today.
It started off as a little reunion trip between dormies but now
I got some more pressing issues to deal with.
I don’t feel spectacular…but I feel productive and “sharp.”
Gonna organize some shit in the house, deal with the 3 suitcases I’ve dropped
from this past trip and a trip before and prep myself to attack LIFE again.
I bounce back.
But it takes a great fall to grab the strength to rise again.
With life’s sadness, heartbreaks and disappointments tucked away
HERE WE GO AGAIN!!!!
Hope you are having a beautiful day.
Sappy, yes. But heard it and thought of you.
What beautiful, soothing thing, doesn’t. Right?
You know. Always. Unfortunately.
Sucks it’s only a partial song.